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title: Overcome title: Overcome
date: 2026-05-16 21:00 date: 2026-05-16 21:00
author: T. F. author: T. F.
tags: beach, walkman, music, melancholia tags: beach, walkman, music, melancholia, fuerteventura
slug: overcome slug: overcome
era: 1997/98 era: 1997/98
location: 28.094147518771056, -14.278849105269098 location: 28.094147518771056, -14.278849105269098

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title: Flotsam title: Flotsam
date: 2026-05-16 22:46 date: 2026-05-16 22:46
author: T. F. author: T. F.
tags: beach, treasure tags: beach, treasure, fuerteventura
slug: flotsam slug: flotsam
era: 1990/91 era: 1990/91
location: 28.213833449836425, -14.224199803299483 location: 28.213833449836425, -14.224199803299483

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title: Freq Surfing title: Freq Surfing
date: 2026-05-16 16:00 date: 2026-05-16 16:00
author: T. F. author: T. F.
tags: radio, mystery, sci-fi, music tags: radio, mystery, sci-fi, music, heidelberg
slug: freq-surfing slug: freq-surfing
era: 1989-96 era: 1989-96
location: 49.3827205081448, 8.69198937287534 location: 49.3827205081448, 8.69198937287534

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title: Go West title: Go West
date: 2026-05-17 14:00 date: 2026-05-17 14:00
author: T. F. author: T. F.
tags: journey, goodbye tags: journey, goodbye, heidelberg
slug: go-west slug: go-west
era: 1996 era: 1996
location: 49.40901367679297, 8.671027857791819 location: 49.40901367679297, 8.671027857791819
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It was time to board the bus. I was scared and excited at the same time. I gave my mother, father, and <span class="sky">█████</span> each a long hug, then stepped onto the express shuttle that would take me from <span class="yellow">██████████</span> to Frankfurt Airport. I don't really remember why we decided that taking the bus was a better idea than all of us driving to the airport for a longer goodbye, but at the time it seemed fine. I could hardly believe what lay ahead of me: a ten-month stay as an exchange student in a suburb of <span class="red">██████</span>, Texas, USA. It was time to board the bus. I was scared and excited at the same time. I gave my mother, father, and <span class="sky">█████</span> each a long hug, then stepped onto the express shuttle that would take me from Heidelberg to Frankfurt Airport. I don't really remember why we decided that taking the bus was a better idea than all of us driving to the airport for a longer goodbye, but at the time it seemed fine. I could hardly believe what lay ahead of me: a ten-month stay as an exchange student in a suburb of <span class="red">██████</span>, Texas, USA.
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I took a seat at the very back of the coach and looked out through the rear window. My family stood on the sidewalk, waving, and I waved back as the bus pulled away. I kept watching them until they disappeared from sight. Then I turned around, settled into my seat, and gazed at the urban landscape sliding past as we made our way toward the Autobahn. I took a seat at the very back of the coach and looked out through the rear window. My family stood on the sidewalk, waving, and I waved back as the bus pulled away. I kept watching them until they disappeared from sight. Then I turned around, settled into my seat, and gazed at the urban landscape sliding past as we made our way toward the Autobahn.
That was the moment I took off the glasses I had worn for my lazy eye since kindergarten, for what would turn out to be the last time. I never needed them again. It was only about a week later that I realized my chronic cough, too, had mysteriously subsided. It felt as though, somewhere between <span class="yellow">██████████</span> and Frankfurt, an old version of me had been left behind. It was time for a new me. A new era. That was the moment I took off the glasses I had worn for my lazy eye since kindergarten, for what would turn out to be the last time. I never needed them again. It was only about a week later that I realized my chronic cough, too, had mysteriously subsided. It felt as though, somewhere between Heidelberg and Frankfurt, an old version of me had been left behind. It was time for a new me. A new era.

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title: Multiband Dub title: Multiband Dub
date: 2026-05-17 19:30 date: 2026-05-17 19:30
author: T. F. author: T. F.
tags: radio, dub, music tags: radio, dub, music, texas
slug: multiband-dub slug: multiband-dub
era: 1996 era: 1996
location: 33.00145024897442, -97.21488087311886 location: 33.00145024897442, -97.21488087311886

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title: ᚠᚨᚲᛊᛁᛗᛁᛚᛖ title: ᚠᚨᚲᛊᛁᛗᛁᛚᛖ
date: 2026-05-18 12:00 date: 2026-05-18 12:00
author: T. F. author: T. F.
tags: fax, runes, cousin tags: fax, runes, cousin, heidelberg
slug: facsimile slug: facsimile
era: 1994/95 era: 1994/95
location: 49.3827205081448, 8.69198937287534 location: 49.3827205081448, 8.69198937287534

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title: Green Pub title: Green Pub
date: 2026-05-19 20:30 date: 2026-05-19 20:30
author: T. F. author: T. F.
tags: holidays, music, dance tags: holidays, music, dance, fuerteventura
slug: green-pub slug: green-pub
era: 1990/91 era: 1990/91
location: 28.050230326912754, -14.331272208852555 location: 28.050230326912754, -14.331272208852555

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title: Downtown title: Downtown
date: 2026-05-20 18:00 date: 2026-05-20 18:00
author: T. F. author: T. F.
tags: culture, shopping, discovery, music, books tags: culture, shopping, discovery, music, books, heidelberg
slug: downtown slug: downtown
era: 1992-99 era: 1992-99
location: 49.40940095971948, 8.693200961471124 location: 49.40940095971948, 8.693200961471124
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A weekly activity during my teenage years in <span class="yellow">██████████</span> was going "into the city," which meant taking either my bike or the tram to downtown and following an almost ritually fixed path that took a few hours to complete, incorporating stops that satisfied all my special interests. A weekly activity during my teenage years in Heidelberg was going "into the city," which meant taking either my bike or the tram to downtown and following an almost ritually fixed path that took a few hours to complete, incorporating stops that satisfied all my special interests.
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Another option was always the public library, a place I had loved ever since I first stepped into it as a child. I remember spending hours and hours poring over comics and scientific picture books, and later discovering authors I would read obsessively, such as *Stanisław Lem* or *H.P. Lovecraft*. They even had a small occult book section in which I spent far too much time. And CDs to borrow (and illegally copy to cassette tapes). I vividly recall countless afternoons in that library, carrying around notes of things I needed to research to satisfy my curiosity and fill in gaps that our *Encarta '95* CD-ROM encyclopedia at home could only insufficiently cover. Another option was always the public library, a place I had loved ever since I first stepped into it as a child. I remember spending hours and hours poring over comics and scientific picture books, and later discovering authors I would read obsessively, such as *Stanisław Lem* or *H.P. Lovecraft*. They even had a small occult book section in which I spent far too much time. And CDs to borrow (and illegally copy to cassette tapes). I vividly recall countless afternoons in that library, carrying around notes of things I needed to research to satisfy my curiosity and fill in gaps that our *Encarta '95* CD-ROM encyclopedia at home could only insufficiently cover.
In retrospect, "downtown" was the [chronotope](/pages/glossary.html) of my teenage becoming. Those weekly trips were how I discovered music, books, art, ideas, and subcultures that shaped my identity. When I'm in <span class="yellow">██████████</span> I still occasionally walk the same route, though almost none of the shops still exist. And yet these ghosts of places continue to carry my memories: specific albums, books, games, moments of discovery, even moods I was in when they happened. Encountering culture then felt tangible and biographical, tied to places, moments, chance, rather than the timeless, placeless abundance of the digital today. God, I sound old. In retrospect, "downtown" was the [chronotope](/pages/glossary.html) of my teenage becoming. Those weekly trips were how I discovered music, books, art, ideas, and subcultures that shaped my identity. When I'm in Heidelberg I still occasionally walk the same route, though almost none of the shops still exist. And yet these ghosts of places continue to carry my memories: specific albums, books, games, moments of discovery, even moods I was in when they happened. Encountering culture then felt tangible and biographical, tied to places, moments, chance, rather than the timeless, placeless abundance of the digital today. God, I sound old.

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title: Wookie
date: 2026-05-22 16:00
author: T. F.
tags: friends, books, games, school, heidelberg
slug: wookie
era: 1994/95
location: 49.38929497163642, 8.688350417165836
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I have known <span class="teal">████████</span> since elementary school. He was the tallest in my class, and something always seemed a bit off about him. I liked him enough to invite him to a birthday party once. At least until he catapulted chocolate pudding at the kitchen wall with his spoon, to the amusement of all the other kids, and nearly got himself kicked out of the house and barred from ever coming back by my mom.
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Later, all throughout high school, we were both in the same class. We were never close, but I liked him. At least privately. He was always a bit hyperactive and nervous, and his thoughts seemed to outrun his speech, which made him stumble over words, drag one into the next, and fill the gaps with drawn-out *uuuhms* and strange moaning sounds, which, together with the long straight hair that fell well below his shoulders and sometimes hid his face, earned him the nickname “Wookie.” He was generally made fun of by almost everyone, usually following the lead of the class bullies. I probably took part in that to some degree, which I am not proud of, though I often felt sorry for him.
This did not keep us from maintaining a kind of distant friendship, mainly fueled by our shared interest in *Battletech*, other science fiction book series, and computer games. We sometimes met, half secretly, after school near the bicycle stands behind the gym to exchange books, have brief conversations about them, or share strategies for beating *LucasArts* point-and-click adventures like *Maniac Mansion* or *Zak McKracken*.
I sometimes regret not having had the courage to spend more time with him despite teenage peer pressure, but the need to belong and play the social game was as much of a minefield at that age as it is today. That reminds me that I still have the dark brown sheet of paper with the exit visa codes (early 90s copy protection!) from *Zak McKracken* somewhere that he lent me, the one you needed to travel between places. That might be as good a hook as any to get back in touch with him.